thesedayzbecomenightz
skieslitbyfadinglightz
firesburnfiercelycastingshadowzsolong
somesitbackandwonder
whiletherestknowwhatiswrong
i've alwayz thought that something was wrong with me that something was maybe jus too different. now that i think about it i'm not sure if it is a matter of me being too different or is it everyone else. i will not lie that i do indulge in the enjoyment of many of the entertainments and technologies that we have. there is nothing wrong with liking or enjoying them, except when in excess. itz really funny if you think about it because as much as i'm not a fan of history if you look back on it they got a lot of it pretty spot on. my example for the moment would be the seven deadly sins or in this instance the sin of sloth. i've been pegged as being too active on crack ADD ADHD you name it people have tried to label it as my reason for being like this. now granted i will agree that it is a little odd that i do not like being still or not doing anything for even a moment but as a whole society has devolved to a point that is beyond ridiculous. the signs are everywhere you look so trying to deny it is pretty pointless. heart disease on the rise obesity in everyone from children to adults has been increasing steadily at a scary pace and even though some people seem to be considered or at least put on the front of it i don't think that enough people realize the amount that we have shifted from the beginning. the way that it used to be the only people that were lazy or didn't do anything were either those that were too rich or royal or they were just a disgrace to everyone that knew them. now though it seems that people are more likely to be labeled weird or a freak if they want to get out and do something. the majority of people seem to be content with sitting around.
i'm tired of it. i can't just sit around i cannot stand just being here. my body aches more from sitting around than when i stay active for a week. why this is i cannot entirely explain. maybe it has something to do with alwayz being outside growing up playing sports all year ride i'm not sure. maybe i'm one of gthe few people left like this but life was not meant to be watched from a distance. i want to be right in the action even better creating it.
to be satisfied with watching things happen
and not make them happen for yourself
is to be content with watching life pass you by
